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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

hi all!

its finally mid-week! yays! im feeling much better now, both emotionally and physically. i had a good "me-and-myself-time" yest. i finally put on my fitness gear (and new adidas adidas running shoes) and went for a jog at bedok reservoir! exercise, after so long! the last time i exercised was a couple of weeks ago with corrin at the gym! haha.

i had a good time with myself, finally. with my ipod music blasting in my ears, i walked and ran the whole of bedok reservoir! ok la, mostly walk. its been sucha long time since i had a good "me and myself" time. it feels so good to have the wind blowing onto your face, watching the waters, and just think through things. it took me almost 1 hour plus to walk finish! haha! its really a good atmosphere to reflect, recollect and reminisce all the beautiful memories and appreciate the pretty things and greenery around me. even though i was alone, i had a good time. now my heart feels lighter and happier! : ) i guess i will do this more often!

recently, alot of memories have been resurfacing in my mind. i dont know why but even the slightest details remind me of you and our past. i still rem how we used to quarrel and always kiss and make up shortly after that, the way you send me off to take 168 everytime i go over, how badly i cried when u first went for your overseas trip (our first time apart), how we always love to watch fireworks tgt, our first everythings, and even how i loved having dinner with u and your mommy. i didnt realised how home-ish it felt like until i have lost it. but i guess memories will always be memories.

i was reading a book and it says tt when you're married, there're 3 things you have to learn to love. 1)each other 2)your children 3)the marriage itself. even when things goes wrong and there're times tt the couple may not see eye to eye w each other, its the belief in the good memories tt keep the marriage together. i guess it applies to relationships too. as long as you believe in those sweet memories spent tgt, and as long as you're willing to give it another shot even though you felt like u've been let down on, things might still work out in the end. i still believe in those memories and i really hope you still do, too. and i know that i will never let you down ever again. : ) the last thing i want to do is to give you any pressure and you to be unhappy. anyhow, as long as you're happy, i will be happy for you too. : )

on a happier note, daddy bought uSqueeze! haha its damn shiok i tell you! : )