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Sunday, May 18, 2008

so this is it.

i finally let go, after so long. there's no point holding onto smtg that wasnt even complete to begin with. i have hung on for too long, and i have already lost all the good feelings. there's never a best time to say goodbye. neither did anyone ever said it was going to be easy. it wasnt as easy as i thought. it wasnt a mutual thing either, which made it harder. but now that everything is said and done, i feel relieved (in a way). i feel lighter too. much lighter. but yet, im feeling empty inside. maybe it works this way, emptiness within = lighter. ha, maybe. im not making any sense anyway.

now im on my own once again. i dont know what the future holds for me, but i just pray that i will be happier someday. i wish i could find someone whom im certain i want to build my future with, and give my everything to him. im really envious of those pple who thinks that they found their special someone already. maybe its not the right time to make any impulse decisions now but i just wanna let you know that you're still my happy thought. you're still on my mind pretty often and i really hope that you will be the one for me in the end. i will definitely miss you when u're away. so you must take care alrightsys? : )

on a happier note, paycheque is coming in a week's time! my bank account is hitting the zeros again!