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Thursday, June 02, 2005

i dont want to be selfish, as much as i would like to spend all the time in the world with him (i wish!). but i know this decision aint as simple as it seemed to be. i told him its entirely his decision. yes, i'd be supporting him no matter what decision he made. but i cant help but feel terrible within. the truth is otherwise. i cant hide my feelings anymore. whenever i think of what might happen, tears fell uncontrollably. i hate myself for being sucha selfish gf. but im scared. im worried abt your health too. you're holding too many burdens, too many committments, on your shoulder, im really worried that you might just break down one day. and theres family, studies, work and your trainings. and the most troublesome me. sometimes i just wish that u could think of your own health. maybe you're not a single bit worried, but i am. sigh. i dont know.

i just wana let u know that i will always be behind you, no matter what decision u make. its a hard decision, but i will be there for u no matter what happens. wo zu ding zuo ni de xiao nu ren liao! da nan ren! =P i lovee yoo. *muackies!*