oh firstly, happy belated 18th birthday to jasminee! miss eighteen already wor! im blogging it only now but i wished you on that day okie! heh. may u stay so loud and pretty always! =)

went shopping with corrin baby on tues! fun fun. but she ended up doing all the shopping instead! another shopping trip soon okie! cant wait cant wait. hehehe. she went over to his place to cook for her baby as hes sick. how sweet right! heh. i went to fetch dear dear from work. hehehe. he was quite shocked when i smsed him. thats the whole point eh? hehe.

we went over to tm to walk walk abit before meeting the rest at 4pm. but when we went over to the mrt station, we found noone there and we made our own way to aloha changi for the farewell function celebration, which was fully sponsored by mr ho. it was quite fun laa. i picked up the basics of mahjong but i didnt really felt like playing. it made me recall those days when yahui tried to teach cyn and me at her place last time! heh. i was rather... i cant find the word to describe how i felt, when darling had to go for their own meeting during the chalet. i dont know. i just felt so horrible. sigh. after hat we played quite alot of frequency games, again. oh oh mr ho brought us around changi village for an educational tour. u get what i mean. hehe. :) after washing up and all, it was mahjong session and watching soccer match for the guys. i fell asleep in the room where they were playing mahjong. the beds upstairs were taken by nasir&calida, jean&ben respectively. thus, darling and i were left homeless and we had to sleep in the noisy mahjong room. horrible.

early next morning, we had to check out and we went for breakfast at the hawker centre there. yeappp, accompanied dear dear, ah pa, isaac, qingzhen to concourse to get the lightsticks. after everything, i didnt feel like going home yet so i went over to dear's place. hmm. darling, i really hope things like that will never happen again and i know we are both learning from this experience.

i really do cherish yoo.

i think dear dear is falling sick already. he have been coughing and sneezing quite alot lately. im really worried that he will fall sick. heh, i just got a msg from him that he drank the cough syrup he specially went to buy just now. hehe, i lovee that good boy of mine. dear dear have been so stressed over the preparations for the camp, work, family and not forgetting, me. i really wish i could be more understanding by saying and doing the right things all the time. i really hate myself, sometimes, for getting so emotional over small lil matters and end up quarrelling with him, adding on to the stress that hes going through. darling i may not be the perfect girlfriend but i promise u i will try, okay? and darling, please take care of yourself when im not by your side. i really dont want you to fall sick. muacks :)

darling i do believe that things will definitely get better after the camp. sometimes, i do not mean to distrust and doubt your emotions. maybe its just me. i dont know. maybe im just too afraid of losing you. dont wish to mention so much here. just want to let u know that nothing can change my love for you and i believe you, always. and i really do hope u feel the same way too.

i love you baby. always. *muackz*