Thursday, November 11, 2004
beware, below is an extract of my rantlings. for those that are not particularly interested, please click on the 'x' button on the top right hand corner. thank you.
maybe many of you many think that gift-giving is not essential in relationships, be it friendship or a courtship. personally, i find it particularly important. to me, its a symbol of love, smtg to remind you that he has put in effort to make you happy. its always nice to make someone feel loved and that they're constantly thought of, isnt it? okay fine, im just materialistic.
but think again, who doesnt want to feel pampered with gifts and flowers? any sane person would. me, included. i would get anything for the ones i loved when i come across smtg that reminds me of them. or maybe hes just not caught up in this gift-giving culture. maybe he thought all these material wealth is not essential in a relationship. maybe... maybe.. i dont know.
i really dont.
you dont have to wait for an occasion to buy someone you loved a gift. everyday's an occasion, dont y' agree? i loved that feeling i get when i can brighten up someone's day cos of the lil thing that i got for them. the feeling is just.. undescribable. it doesnt even have to be smtg costly. afterall, its the thoughts that count isnt it?
i know i should be satisfied with what i already had. i shouldnt ask for more. but sometimes, i just wished that he would pay a lil more attention to the lil details and occasionally get caught up in this gift-giving game too. i'd be happy. really happy. i know love does not include material wealth, but sometimes, its all the lil things that mattered the most, and its all these that keeps a relationship going strong.. oh well, im just rantling. ignore me. thats how i felt at this point in time. i dont know if u understood, its okay if u dont, ive never made any sense anyway. smiles.
dearie. we've gone through quite abit of rough times lately. my poor baby has to bear with my childish tantrums, and all the nonsenses that i made him go through. and no, its not pms. im so sorry baby. i was so afraid to lose you. lately, especially. smtg seemed to have gone wrong somewhere. even you, didnt feel like before anymore. maybe its just me, me and my childish tantrums. im sorry. and thank you for bearing with all my nonsenses. i just wana say that my love for you have not changed a single bit. i hope yours too. i miss yoo so much. i honestly do not know why i can meet u again. hais. but yea, u'll always be in my heart. muacks. :)
A rainbow appeared at15:42***
