Saturday, April 24, 2004
i wonder if anyone's even reading. if you are, you must be getting so sick and bored of my blog cos i dont even drop by to update it. i want to change a blog, but i cant seem to get it done. and life have been rather, busy+boring. my deepest apologies. :))
okay, and so for the past few days, corrin and i were working for a wine company at the singapore expo hall. it was darn cool actually, great exposure and all. but the pay was darn miserable, paying us two fifty per hour, cos corrin and i decided to take up the job together. so we'd have to spilt the pay too. haha. but its all worth it, i really learnt alot during these four days, smtg u can never find it in the books. we met alot of interesting people too, not forgetting some eye candies? haha. -me looks at corrin- we tried the quaffer today, smtg which we've been wanting to try so badly. it all looked so interesting! its orange juice with vodka. and it tastes darn good. -thumbs up- it was quite funny actually, we went up to the guy and asked him if we could try some? haha. oh yes, and theres this guy we will bound to bump into when we took the glasses to the washing area to wash. he'd always be there, with lots of glasses to wash. thinking back, its quite a pity we didnt get to know him. not that hes cute or what. haha. oh well. and so im back to being labelled as 'jobless' again. i need a job! :))
i was very surprised when he talked to me just now. more of like, er, shocked. :)) but its nice to see him happy(maybe?) with his new girl. :) and no, i dont feel a single shit abt him anymore. hes strange-r than a stranger to me.
for once in life, i dont regret abt anything. not that i can think of, at least. im satisfied, in a way. i no longer regret not appealing back to mj. i've come to a decision that poly is the right choice for me. how funny, but i felt so proud of myself that i actually resisted the temptation of appealing back. haha. but suddenly, i kinda of regretted going to sp. maybe i should have gone to tp. its cool-er, in a way. and most importantly, everyone's there. although i dont like the system there. but its like, me going to sp would widen the gap betw me and all my friends. im going to a new environment, with lotsa of new faces. i know thats part and parcels of life, but its always nice to see someone u know eh? oh well. i shant regret. i shant. :))
A rainbow appeared at00:41***
