Thursday, March 04, 2004
She walks to school with the lunch she packed,
Nobody knows what she's holdin back,
Wearin the same dress she wore yesterday,
She hides the bruises with a linen and lace ohhh,
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask,
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask,
Bearin' the burden of a secret storm,
Sometimes she wishes she was never born,
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,
In a world that she can't rise above,
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved,
Concrete angel
Somebody cries in the middle of the night,
The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights,
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate,
When mornin' comes it'll be too late,
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,
In a world that she can't rise above,
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel
A statue stands in a shaded place,
An angel girl with an upturned face,
A name is written on a polished rock,
A broken heart that the world forgot
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved,
Concrete angel
Martina Mcbride - Concrete Angel
when i think of angels, i think of you. and as i walked through the mall today, flashes of scenes ran through my head. scenes of the last meeting, the words you said. it all seemed so yesterday. now all ive got left is a broken wing, and a heart that is too afraid to love anymore. dont miss you too much, dont want you back. id learn to fly, and i believe this determination would take me to places. id be stronger, and i'll learn to be my own best friend. and this time, im going to take the long way home.
and yes, after much discussion and serious consideration, ive decided to put biomed at sp my first choice and mj would be my forth and fifth choice. ms heng! im posting this specially for you to let u know my decisions! lol. i really hope i wont regret not taking the jc route. and i shall pray that jer cant get into mj so that he can go to sp with me! -meanie- evil laughs.
i hate interrogations. argh. was quite pissed with my dad just now cos he kept asking me if i had a bf? he doesnt believe me at all, and went on claiming that i had one. and he was so paranoid abt me using msn for hours, claiming that i talked to strangers and that id be conned and be raped/murdered or smtg. wth! what does he know! msn is all abt knowing to people i know. i was so upset that i cried. i reassured him that im a sixteen, going onto seventeen, girl who is mature enough to know whats right and whats not. he took my words for it, and for the rest of the night, he was very nice to me. (: i understand his reasons for being so paranoid, but sometimes it became 'overprotective' of me. nono, i still love my dad though. -smiles-
A rainbow appeared at22:21***
