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Sunday, October 12, 2003

i am not in the mood to study.
i have not touched my books yet.
the big o's is nearing,
to say im not worried is definitely an understatement.
i want to do well,
i want to make you proud,
yet,
i do not want to study.
how silly can i get?
yes, that silly.
i want to hide in a lil corner of the darkdark room,
whr noone can find me.
i want to fly away to some unknown island,
whr i can be cut off from all the uncertainities of life.
dont remind me,
i dont want to know.
i want to be somebody else,
i dont want to be ME.
dont you understand?
im so sick of life,
so sick of everything.
i wished i could curl up and die.
no, you will nvr understand.
im just a kid,
whos just trying to get a place in life.
i dont need fame & fortune,
i just want smtg to be called my own.
i certainly do not deserve all these.
he told me once,
i deserved much more.
now it feels like all the doors are closing up on me.
i cant feel anymore,
ive lost all my senses.
nobody cared,
nobody understands.
cant you see that ive tried?
im still trying.
i will nvr give up.
im sorry i cant be perfect.

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