Friday, September 19, 2003
We all have a mask that we
can put on to try to hide our fears.
The mask can take the
place of oh so many tears.
The mask can hide the feelings
you have hidden deep inside.
And when you hide your
feelings, it's like you have died.
The mask can be good at
times when things are
looking bleak.
But then you really need to
learn to open up and speak.
We wear the mask to make
people think we really are okay.
Even when we feel inside
we need to run away.
The mask can hide anything
we allow it to, and if you're not
careful, the mask will take over you.
My mask has helped but
also hurt to hide the way I feel.
Time to take the mask
away and discover what is real.
Some day I hope to lose
the mask and never use it again.
But until that day it will
have to stay so I can hide within.
*
the mask we wear
> > bruised rose
no, i did not write this. heh found it on net. thought it was a bootiful poem, so i decided to share with you guys? hehe. so sweet right? :P hmm, had my english paper today. think i screwed up my compo somehow. praying hard that id pass. yeaps got back my geo paper too. i think i did v v badly lo. and i think ms chew marked until v strict too. the highest in our class was only a 33/50?! sigh, mine was rather a borderline pass. 28/50. sulksulk. id lying if i say i aint disappointed? yup, but considering the fact that i only studied two days before the paper? i should be thankful that i can even pass! heh. :) officially 4 more days to accounts paper two. screams. did v badly for paper one. and i need to get
at least 55/70 to get an a1? that is
SO impossible can! sighs. i screwed up my prelims. gawd.
A rainbow appeared at16:57***
