Tuesday, August 12, 2003
hmm i just came home aft the eng oral. yes the o's eng oral. i was the second last and i think im
SO nervous that i had to go to the washroom twice while we were in the hall! lol. wasnt too scared la, just nervous. mm if the invigilators smiled while i was talking, does that guarantee a pass? i stammered a lil, cos i was
TOO nervous! they were friendly, totally unlike the invigilators during the cheena o's oral. they were yawning and were staring at smtg else, which was
SO rude! i think i did fairly well this time, at least i did not shiver! haha. and they smiled at me! okay im going to pass. HAHA. =)
yes its rather confirmed that the cheena o's results will be out tmr! gawd. im scared. im nervous. i dont think i can even get a distinction. i dont want to retake. i dont want to know my results. sigh. im really hoping that i could get at least an a2. my parents had pinned alot of hope on my chinese, esp. i dont want to let them down. i really hope to do well. i need a miracle.
im suddenly feeling motivated to study hard. harder. aft the eng oral today, i thought abt alot of stuffs. we can only take the o's once and we should really study very hard for it? so that we will not regret for not studying harder when we get back our results? i do regret, for not studying harder for cheena at that time. i think id do very badly. i wanted that a1 so badly. sigh. okay and i shall start studying very hard from now onwards. *hopefully. good luck to everyone k! and theres a bio test tmr. again. sexual reproductions in animals. groans. =)
A rainbow appeared at18:05***
